The Merlion has a tongue?!

we just want to together.

i guess ultimately i tell you things i had expected from my ideal guy because i’m scared my short attention span might prevent you from sticking around me any longer than forever. i love surprising others and i feel a lack of any in my own life, then comes along you who can make it happen. when it doesn’t happen, i get bored.

and what to do with boredom but…?

Not just you...

…that turns me on. Understanding me is a whole lot sexier.

>:/

No you for 4 days. I already miss you so.

"You thought that you could get to my best friend."

There are friendship ties that are made to confuse your rationality. How about one about dating a guy whose supposed best friend is dating YOUR best friend? Well, there ya go. Sounds pretty neat, but not so when it’s loggerheads on the opposite ends dating the ditzs.

So maybe I’m protective of my best friend, my boyfriend, anyone that I treasure dearly. But won’t you be?

Experience from life has taught me never let any stranger insult your family or close friends because indirectly, you’ll feel attacked. These are the blood ties that bond us, make us whole.

Curse my mom? Go to hell. You don’t deserve to have a dick.

Be sarcastic with my boyfriend for quitting the worship ministry? Go fuck yourself, since your girlfriend cheated on you with a guy you hate and now you’re alone with your hurt. He had his reasons, and his problem was YOU. Nobody in life would like to waste their time suffering, so he had an option of breaking free. You wouldn’t like to suffer too right? But too bad, you already are. Maybe you deserved it from being such a fucking mean dickhead.

Then, what happens when your best friend’s boy is pissed off at my boyfriend for playing a harmless phone prank on his girl? I get offended. She is, undoubtly, been my friend for 7 years and counting, so why in any way would I want to see her get hurt? Why would I be so dumb as to see her get fooled and see her stumble over limb and toe just to be duped in the end? I’m not an idiot. But clearly somebody in this situation is.

Then he gets pissed off at your boyfriend once again for getting a purse for his girl under my consultation. She needs a wallet. She’s been needing one. So he got her one, fine. But why must my boyfriend run through the gift he has gotten for her? So if her aunt got her a wallet, SHE must run through gift check with YOU? I don’t think so. She is her AUNT, not some PETTY FUCKTARD that she has known for a lifetime. I know she needs a wallet. I suggested to my boyfriend to get her a purse since we saw a nice one instead of some pink stuff toy she has absolutely no use for and he thought it was cute. So him getting the purse for her was partly my choice.

SO WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD I NEED THE APPROVAL OF HER FUCKER OF A BOYFRIEND TO GET HER SOMETHING SIMILAR TO WHAT HE GOT FOR HER????!!!! She doesn’t have to use the purse, she can keep it for future use right? (I have plenty of things in my room I have bought or recieved that hasn’t been utilised in like, forever, but if they’re still there means they have some sort of sentimental value what. Some things do get out of darkness eventually.) Why he scared the purse nicer ah? Nicer then nicer lah! I choose one what. If he’s afraid she’ll start being bias about GIFTS (omg, no other things to do is it) then all I can conclude is that he is a fucking insecure and selfish bastard.

He has no reason to be pissed off at my boyfriend. What can he do? Be pissed off at anybody who gets her a wallet? Really? I’m gonna call up everyone and suggest that they get her wallets then. He can get mad at every single one of them. It’ll be fun to watch.

I’ll complain to my best friend about this but…it’s HER boyfriend. Isn’t there some girl rule that says you can’t start talking shit about her boyfriend unless she starts? Oh screw it, I’m waiting until after her birthday, that’s how much I’m willing to limit my irritation. She needs to know about his assholic nature before she gets sucked in into his wayward charm any further and tell him off for being a prissy fucker. If she won’t, I will.

Then my boyfriend tells me not to bring the issue up to her because he thinks his best friend is just cranky. Well screw him too, nobody tells me to fuck off when I need to tell others that they should fuck off. (Note: I still love my boyfriend. He’s only the best if not gullible.)

So that’s the dilema. Listen to my boyfriend and not tell my best friend that her boyfriend who is also my boyfriend’s supposed best friend is a petty idiot?

But I am who I am, I don’t really care. So I’m telling! After her birthday. She deserves to know it. Nobody screws with my boyfriend or best friend especially if my colleague can see him for the first time and tell that he is a player. Shocking, but true, even if I hate to judge. It says A LOT.

This said, I have opposite disregards for people. I like them for one moment, but at the next, I could be hating their guts. I’m lucky I even have friends.

Tumultuous somtimes.

Today I was so angry until I was shaking but he hugged me until I felt fine and gave him a kiss. I think I scared him a little then. Do I cry? Yes, yes I do. I am only human.